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Don't regret when i'm gone,

Monday, October 19, 2009
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My DAD only had one eye.
I hated him...
he was such an embarrassment. .
he cooked for students & teachers to support the family.
There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to
Say hello to me.
I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me?
I ignored him, threw him a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school one of my classmates said,
"EEEE, your DAD only
Has one eye!"
I wanted to bury myself.
I also wanted my DAD to just disappear..
I confronted DAD that day and said,
" If you're only gonna make me a
Laughing stock, why don't you just die?"
My DAD did not respond....
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because
I was full of anger.
I was oblivious to his feelings.
I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with him.
So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.
Then, I got married.
I bought a house of my own.
I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life,
my kids and the comforts,
Then one day, my
DAD came to visit me.
She hadn't seen me in years
and he didn't even meet her
Grandchildren.
When he stood by the door,
my children laughed at him, and I yelled at
Him for coming over uninvited.
I screamed at him,
"How dare you come to my house and scare my
Children!"
GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"
And to this, my DAD quietly answered,
"Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have
Gotten the wrong address,"
And he disappeared out of sight..
One day, a letter regarding a school
reunion came to my house..
So I lied to my husband that
I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion,
I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.
My neighbors said that he died.
I did not shed a single tear..
They handed me a letter that he had wanted me to have..

"My dearest Daughter,
I think of you all the time.
I'm sorry that I came to your house and
Scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you
were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to
even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant
embarrassment to you when you were
Growing up.
You see.........when you were very little,
you got into an accident, and
Lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you
Having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was
seeing a whole new world for me, in my
Place, with that eye.
With all my love to you,
Your DAD .

♥ C I N D Y